wake me up? hoh.. like i can sleep waiting for september to end...
for months i was being convinced that i cant deliver normally (vaginally)... and so for months i was expecting to deliver on the 15th of September..
THAT WAS EXACTLY 2 WEEKS AGO!!
and it was somewhere around 3 ke 2 weeks ago, ntah la minggu2 ni kasi confuse, finally the doctor lift the placenta previa diagnosis off me and told me i can 'give birth on my own'. thank u placenta for finally giving way, and thank u little girl for nicely engaging the head right where it shud be in preparation for birth...
tapi....
tapi...
tapi...
awat tak kluaq2 lagi????????
i am now a whale of a woman...
i am now 20kg overweight..
i am now no longer walking.. instead i waddle like a penguin..
i am now running out of maternity clothes to wear..
i am now running out of patience as well...
all they keep telling me is 'watch out for any leaking of fluids or blood'... all i leak is urine... especially when i cough.. ayaq ketuban tak pecah apa pon lagi.. teptiap kali pi toilet mesti check pantiliner dgn debaran di dada. Kot2 la ada darah ka ayaq ka apa. Mcmtu la debaran.. last2 aku yang bedebaq tahan sakit hati..
sometimes i tell myself, 'mungkin aku ni keturunan gajah, mengandong sampai 2 tahon'... bila tengok kaki yg kembang lagi kering kontang ni, lagi la convinced that i share the same genes as gajah...
and i keep getting phone calls, sms, tweet, fb comments yg template 'dah branak blom?'.. emmmm
(-___-)
(- ________-)
(-____________-)
tiket yuna's homecoming dh beli dgn semangatnya... nampak gaya mcm kena pi pakai kain batik dgn stoking ja ni.... wateves~ aidonchker....
kalau besok blog ni takdak entry maksudnya :
1.tgh nak branak
2.dh branak
3.blom branak dan jiwa kacau
for months i was being convinced that i cant deliver normally (vaginally)... and so for months i was expecting to deliver on the 15th of September..
THAT WAS EXACTLY 2 WEEKS AGO!!
and it was somewhere around 3 ke 2 weeks ago, ntah la minggu2 ni kasi confuse, finally the doctor lift the placenta previa diagnosis off me and told me i can 'give birth on my own'. thank u placenta for finally giving way, and thank u little girl for nicely engaging the head right where it shud be in preparation for birth...
tapi....
tapi...
tapi...
awat tak kluaq2 lagi????????
i am now a whale of a woman...
i am now 20kg overweight..
i am now no longer walking.. instead i waddle like a penguin..
i am now running out of maternity clothes to wear..
i am now running out of patience as well...
all they keep telling me is 'watch out for any leaking of fluids or blood'... all i leak is urine... especially when i cough.. ayaq ketuban tak pecah apa pon lagi.. teptiap kali pi toilet mesti check pantiliner dgn debaran di dada. Kot2 la ada darah ka ayaq ka apa. Mcmtu la debaran.. last2 aku yang bedebaq tahan sakit hati..
sometimes i tell myself, 'mungkin aku ni keturunan gajah, mengandong sampai 2 tahon'... bila tengok kaki yg kembang lagi kering kontang ni, lagi la convinced that i share the same genes as gajah...
and i keep getting phone calls, sms, tweet, fb comments yg template 'dah branak blom?'.. emmmm
(-___-)
(- ________-)
(-____________-)
tiket yuna's homecoming dh beli dgn semangatnya... nampak gaya mcm kena pi pakai kain batik dgn stoking ja ni.... wateves~ aidonchker....
kalau besok blog ni takdak entry maksudnya :
1.tgh nak branak
2.dh branak
3.blom branak dan jiwa kacau
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| kluaq la kluaq la kluaq laaaaaaaaa~~~~~~ |
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